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17 August 2010 @ 11:06 am
I don't know.  
I feel so lost.

My friend died, I feel like I want to break up with Aaron even though I love him so much, and pretty much all of my friends are off to college this week.

I just...ugh. I just don't know what to do.
Amanda, Dr. Poultry: wishespoultrygeist99 on August 17th, 2010 09:09 pm (UTC)

Is there something nice you could do for yourself? Maybe take a hike or treat yourself to a movie? Have you ever had a massage done by a professional? A lot of places will let you book a 10 or 15 minute neck and shoulder massage for not-too-much money. It would feel good.

There are blackberries and blueberries out at our house right now and lots of places to go picking. I made a pie this week with berries my children picked.

I don't really know anything about your situation with Aaron. But I do know that loving comes in all shapes and sizes. It is possible to love someone yet still make the decision that the current shape of the relationship isn't workable. I dated and loved plenty of guys before I met my husband. And they're all great guys I'm still happy to be friends with, they just weren't the right one for all time, nor was I.

Hang in there. *huggles*
jules411jules411 on August 17th, 2010 10:21 pm (UTC)
*hugs* i cant even imagine what you're going through... I wish I had something comforting to say.. but I do know that you're one of the strongest people I know, and I also know that you love aaron SO much, so I know you will most definitely get through this... but that doesnt really help you much now... If you want to just talk through things, please don't hesistate to message me. Really, I love listening, and I'm always here for you.
Rachel: HP - Harmony hugorestesfasting on August 18th, 2010 12:22 am (UTC)
*hugs hugs hugs*

Oh life. I wish I knew what to tell you, but I can't even imagine what it's like to be going through all this at once. Just stay strong, and things will get easier in time. :/